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[29 May 2005|05:30am]
sup people ?
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[18 May 2005|07:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]

you know what i miss...

fuckin singin along to rufio covers at house partys and laying in the grass with nothing to worry about.

those were the days...

so i got a tat...
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tadaaaa... i love it.

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i dont know a good week to go to miami. im thinking the first week of june. or not ? tell meeee

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[16 May 2005|11:25pm]
poy! thanks for selling me your personal computer, spencer is doing great. hes in good hands- i just have to keep it away from gerald. ha.

getting in contact with me should be alot easier.

in other news, there has been an accident. RIP Flood. 5/14/05, my brother in law let him out the house for a walk while i was at work, and i guess he forgot about him and closed the door behind him.... i came to turn in to my complex after working 11 hours, and i see the love of my life in the middle of the street.its hard for me to grasp and deal with this all. i cry just seeing someone walk thier dog. its going to be hard but im strong so everything will be alright. i buried him the next morning in a wild life park, my friend has some property there and well, i buried him in his back yard.

RIP flood. i love you forever.
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uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [11 May 2005|11:38pm]
what the fuck yall. i have no computer. i miss everyone.

sike bitches

nobby the love of my life, i miss you the most.

love maria
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chillin' @ t h e know h o w show [04 Apr 2005|11:46pm]
[ mood | awake ]

no lj cut, fuck you.

thats my vagina <3333333


what an amazing girl. moe<3

tadaaaaa, keepin it old school.


she made my stay better.

BT fo life.

cant forget the sing alongs, never get old- never get tired.

alexxxxxx. <3 fried rice again???

 skyler,that man. makes me so happy <3

lookin' good, feelin' good, feelin' great.


bth, at its best.

my dearest,

so miami was.... great. i didnt need to get wasted at the beach with people who swear they miss me. i went clubbin, i danced, i lauged, went to the beach, skanked my ass off at  a show, hung out with danny and met some cool people. and even reunited wtih people i thought i would have never seen. well well.. it was great.

6Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[25 Mar 2005|08:16am]

 i will be in miami this weekend.


soho lounge w/ fief and alex.

the only other plans i have are the know how cd release tomorrow. 


305 766 6330

3Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[13 Mar 2005|10:30am]
[ mood | blah ]

who almost got fired from work yesterday? me. thats right.

some fucking cuntfaced ass stuckup hoeeeee called me a bitch cus i didnt ring her up on the register- mind you i wasnt helping her and i was already helping another customer. and she was in a rush, so was i. there was over 20 people in line waiting.

went somethin like this
me:"cup or cone?" (speaking to another customer)
girl: "can you ring me up here."
me:sorry ma'am i cant i dont know what you ordered.
her: well. i can tell you.
me: i have to help other customers, sorry the person helping you can ring you up.
her: [has this retarded face on- talking under her breath] bitch.
me:excuse me?? what the fuck did you say?
her:oh. i called you a bitch.
me: just one second ma'am i'll be right with you{talking to the person i was helping} look, your pretty fuckin lucky that this counter is seperating the both of us, i get off at 5. just hope that i dont see you ever in your life. just do yourself a favor and choke on that fuckin ice cream cone you slut.
her: (she didnt say shit, her bf was even laughing at her.)

of course they told my manager, but i didnt care. fuckkkkkkk that. he talked to me, and i nodded and said ok. he cant fire me im his best worker.

and then the like 20 people in line were rather laughing, in shock, or just in line waiting for some ice cream.

i took a 10 minute break, but wasnt allowed to leave the back of the shop.

that was yesterday at work.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [12 Mar 2005|09:48am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

oh crap i got a cell phone.

call me

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4Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[03 Mar 2005|09:03pm]
yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. wussup.

i need a new layout
and icon.
Will You Be My Star??

[22 Feb 2005|06:50pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

nights like tonight- make me want to work every minute of my life so i can get a car. no. not even. nights like tonight make me wish i hadnt moved to lame ass tampa. this is the worst ive expirienced ever.

i wish i were skankin at the show right now, but im not. im here.

so much for ska is dead. im sooooooo depressed.

-i was looking forward to this show for too long. and i should have just took a train down to miami to make sure that i went to the show. it sucks that i have to do that- pay almost 70 bucks or more to make sure that i go to a show. gay as fuck.

: / i dont want to be here.


Will You Be My Star??

[22 Feb 2005|05:26am]
[ mood | sad ]

i still dont have a ride to the show. shit isnt looking good. i hope i go agh.

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so wassup? fill this out playaaa [21 Feb 2005|10:56pm]
[ mood | blank ]

_maria_____ needs a ride to SKA IS DEAD. REALLy bad. cus the show is tomorrow and im going to be absolutely depressed if i dont go.

I _____ Maria.

Maria is ____.

If I were alone in a room with Maria, I would _______.

I think Maria should _____.

Maria needs ______.

I want to ____________ Maria.

Someday Maria will ________.

Maria reminds me of _______.

Without Maria ________.

Maria can be __________.

__________ is how I describe meeting Maria.

Worst thing about Maria is _________.

Best thing about Maria is _________.

I am ________ with Maria.

If I could say one thing to Maria it would be _________.

Maria says _________ a lot.

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oooooohhhh ohhh oh ohhhh yourturningmeon. [16 Feb 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

FUCK night clubs.

i dont understand how someone can ask me for my fucking number and not call me. kiss me- and hold me - and make plans for the next day- and not even call me. its been 6 days since i met him. he works with my sister- &is well aware of my age. it just sucks cus i was looking forward to him. he was really diggin me that night- he was only dancing with me... how does that work out...? i guess thats how it works when you go to clubs... ? fuckingfags. that shit makes me never wanna go to a club again.

no valentine this year, no phone calls for me. its str8. dont pity me.

i met this guy at a bar, and hes fucking great- he took me a park yesterday and i enjoyed myself so much i saw downtown. how freakin pretty. i wish i had a camera to take pics.. crap... : / oh well next time

2Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[10 Feb 2005|05:15pm]
i pierced my nostril. woopee?
2Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[04 Feb 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so, the only really interesting thing in my life right now is that i started to pierce which is absolutely exciting. im so happy. ive already pierced 7 people and they're are plenty of people in line. I like it how people look at me as if im professional-[even tho im not] its such a great feeling...

i went to miami yesterday and i had a blast. seeing all those people i saw was spectacular. "you sexy thang maria- you look great" <33

im starting to think that i should change all my routines & people that i hang with in school because even though they arent planned they are way too predictable and i hate that. i hate it so much- it just makes me bored and unhappy. i feel as though there is more to be discovered here in tampa and i just dont know what it is. i really dont. thats why i have... decided not to go to miami for ska is dead and stay here and meet some people at shows and shit. i was thinking to myself and i thought "maria, are you serious- everytime theres a show your ganna go to miami?" and its silly. as much as i dont wanna turn it down i have to because then im always going to be unhappy while im here atleast.

so catch 22 is coming to st pete on my birthday and i am most definately going.

im bored tonight i have no plans and i have no money and i... have a lot of homework and a lot of laundry. and i work tomorrow.shitassfuck

i ran out of shit to say

6Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[27 Jan 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

so, my heart is racing and i just got off the phone with the ex.

i text'd him saying to come over my place to get a letter i wrote him.[a letter saying shit like, my happiest times in tampa was when i was with you] and he called me when he got out of work- i wasnt home- he called like 3 times and i called him when i got home- he didnt answer. i called again. he didnt answer. i called an hour later- he didnt answer. and he called back like 2 minutes later. we talked and he started saying "look-im seeing someone and were getting serious- my girl... " my heart raced. i played it cool- he thanked me for being understandable- the phone call lasted about 3 minutes. and he said a lot of hurtful things that make me feel absolutely terrible. i pour my heart out and i get this shit.

agh. boys drive me absolutely insane.

i miss fucking carlos ayala. that boy has just made me feel so amazing.

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saywhatttt [25 Jan 2005|04:12pm]

3/14 bane @ spankys 10 bucks.

4Stars | Will You Be My Star??

hokay- goodgoddan [24 Jan 2005|11:58pm]
[ mood | awake ]

in the past 48hrs i-

-kissed a boy
-got a phone call from the ex bf
-failed a quiz
-told a teacher to eat me
-said the word "penis" over 100 times
-made 26 long distance calls
-got invited to a party
-sat on a car hood- and fell off when it was moving- and now in pain with an assload of battle scars. DONT WORRY IM FINE. hah

woohooooooo. im so... cold. its 39 right now. eeeep

oh im ganna start piercing next week. i already have the first girl im going to pierce. go me.

pullovethatasstoofat. hah

so theres this guy and i hope im not leading him on. poor kid. if he only knew... tisktisk.

thanks to all the people who have been extreamly considerate in the past 2 days. and for those who havnt- eat me.


5Stars | Will You Be My Star??

[21 Jan 2005|05:05pm]
[ mood | content ]

last night was fucking great.

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"order:let all your things have thier places;let each part of its buisness have its time." [20 Jan 2005|04:51pm]

so this weekend should be extreamly interesting. my sister is going out of town and im not saying that im going to go crazy and abuse the privliges that i have- im just going to make this weekend a good one. this is the time. i work this weekend but i also have plans for befor and after work. : ) im getting my dreads did on saturday- and i am going to be by the hottest dread head twins in tampa. i swear. they make excited when i see thier face. im getting fucked up this weekend. forsure. with some good company. 

ive been ordering a lot of shit online. and i ordered my needles. so all i need are my clamps and my sterilizing packages and im done. this is ganna be fun.

boys are so fun. i never thought i would say this but tampa isnt all that bad when your with the right people. that doesnt  mean that i am even thinking of staying here longer then im suposed to. but its nice.

i didnt go to school today, and i slept the entire day. i need a new alarm clock cus mine is all sorts of fucked up. i feel really good. i just know that i have an ASSLOAD of makeup work. i wish alg2 didnt even exist. its the worst subject ever- to life.its so frustrating- especailly when you have an asshole for a teacher who avoids you. so i have made up my mind and decided that im going to go to mdcc when i get back to miami. cool? yea. i guess.

i dont even know why i update sometimes. it gets tiring and annoying. i dont think many people read this shit anyway.


its all chill


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